I know what some of my limits are - from the beginning of the year
Physically I continue to look for them I guess the beating heart going wild and trying to push my self further. When others stop through pain I just continue to walk through things putting one foot in front of the other. Today was not hard though, but serously maybe I shouldn't drink and then do these things the rest of the team were in bed before midnight giggle
I have a tendency to walk by myself it gives me a chance to think and just be
I was hit by a memory as we were driving back in the dark - trance music playing . . it reminded me of a late night drive from the south of france to geneva . . I was happy that weekend
I need to make some new happy memories ones not tinged in sadness
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Yeah - maybe no booze before a massive hike is a good idea! And you do need some new memories that are untinged - it is the hardest part of moving on I think.
ReplyDeleteI wish you many happy memories, darlin'
ReplyDeleteYup...it's good to walk by yourself and just be, I do that myself. I appreciate and think about things along the way.
ReplyDeleteI get out and walk sometimes, and take the camera in case my subconscious wants to think, too.
ReplyDeleteI hope you make new, happy memories, F-B. Walking alone is good for you, but not a lot of fun.
I usually run instead of walking... I get there faster that way-- (smile)
ReplyDeleteThe South of France will do that for you...
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