Friday, 29 May 2009

Reports of my death have been grossly exagerated!!

That has become a catch phase of mine after struggling through rain hail and bizarre bursts of sunshine and scrambling up rock and then bursting into the bunkhouse or B&B
I walked for 36 hours altogether I think.
I managed to walk through a chest infection
I have double blisters and my ankles have disappeared (I am hoping they will resurface tuesday)
So we conquered the west highland way
I'm now going to tidy the house sort a few things out and disappear to Geneva for a long weekend of drink and fine food

Friday, 22 May 2009

goodbye Mr Buttons

Giving back my special calculator with the big buttons that saw me through many challenge and review meetings is deeply stressfull. After being together for over eight years it is with true sadness that I hand it over
This was a deep and meaningful relationship I will miss clicking his digits

Thursday, 21 May 2009

It's the final countdown

this morning I am clearing my desks and various filing cabinants
sometimes I wish it was as easy to throw away emotions like I am files today

Monday, 18 May 2009

Your rambling - no I'm not I;m sitting

This is my last week of work before I join the great unwashed, unfortunitly I can't claim unemployment benefit so the government will be saving itsself £50 a week or what ever great amount it is . . .
I am being self indulgant and taking a little time to decide what I want to do with my life so be prepared for pointless posts as I rollercoaster through that period

on a truely down note I know I have reached that chunky chick point as I keep being chatted up turkish men and I keep going home at midnight because I get too bored

Sunday, 17 May 2009


I took this shot while eating my lunch it is from last weekend. On the 22nd I will be finishing work then we are driving to Glasgow Scotland and walking the west highland way which is 100 miles long we are doing it in 5 days which is pretty foolhardy. Hopefully I will be able to break pace to take a picture or two (we walk at 3.1 miles an hour so you can't take photos).

Those that I Ruv will probably get a text or call when I manage to get a signal (it's remote where we are walking)

One other minor detail - I currently have a sprained ankle but will still be walking

Friday, 15 May 2009

When my heart hurts I can't sleep

addiction to affection
leads to shards cutting my heart
your bed is too full

Haiku is something that I am dreadful at it is the limit of convayance. Maybe I feel this from being trapped too long in restriction. Most of the time I am alone but tonight I feel lonely. They say supposedly the only person that can hurt you is yourself but currently I am trapped in that rushing sensation of feeling second best even though I'm the only person in the room.

this will be gone in the morning

Thursday, 14 May 2009

I never write I never call . . . .

I'm sorry I have been tardy but it is simply the minor problem of time

Friday - out with R (for a meal then drinks) late home
Saturday - up at 6am to head north to attend to mothership then back with enough time to feed cat change top and head to the movies with the Stu
Sunday - Up early to hike 20 miles then home to pass out on couch and try and figure out where my weekend has gone

But so you all know - Love you long time

Wednesday, 6 May 2009


I am leaving work and then hiking 100 miles in mountain terrain in less then 3 weeks after that I don't know . . .