When my heart hurts I can't sleep

addiction to affection
leads to shards cutting my heart
your bed is too full

Haiku is something that I am dreadful at it is the limit of convayance. Maybe I feel this from being trapped too long in restriction. Most of the time I am alone but tonight I feel lonely. They say supposedly the only person that can hurt you is yourself but currently I am trapped in that rushing sensation of feeling second best even though I'm the only person in the room.

this will be gone in the morning

I never write I never call . . . .

I'm sorry I have been tardy but it is simply the minor problem of time

Friday - out with R (for a meal then drinks) late home
Saturday - up at 6am to head north to attend to mothership then back with enough time to feed cat change top and head to the movies with the Stu
Sunday - Up early to hike 20 miles then home to pass out on couch and try and figure out where my weekend has gone

But so you all know - Love you long time
x

evolution

I am leaving work and then hiking 100 miles in mountain terrain in less then 3 weeks after that I don't know . . .

Cyber kissing gate

we meet half way love
the net joining fingertips
minds thinking of lips

update

I am taking redundancy
current problem I have is fighting the urge to rush out and imediately get another job
Guess I better write a resume first
though I do have the offer of temping work from a friends agency should I need it

Confused but clear

Not really sure how I ended up between L and E
in words I am lost
the role of other
I ran from
but love brought me here
for I fell but it doesn't feel like falling more the flutter of wings against checks
see I am confused but clear

Have Cankles!!!!!!!!

it's the beginning of the end
God is indeed laughing at me
Well he has been laughing at me for quite some time now
but cankles thats just plain mean!!!!!!